I know it’s random.. And I’m aware that it is quite early.. But caught myself staring up into the southeastern sky and felt compelled to type away at my little iPad and express myself.
I’m curious. I’m curious as to how a man can still be unable to love another man without fear. I’m curious as to how a man (you know, with a penis and stuff) can die from showing affection to another member of his sex.
Today is World AIDS Day: a day to reflect upon this virus.. But is mere reflection really enough? Is a gaze into the immense pain and suffering that has occurred really enough to do justice onto the men that and women that have fought for what their heart believes? I think not.
I recently saw a performance which took into account many aspects of early homosexual sexual encounters and the huge taboo is carried along with it. I can’t imagine a day where it was dangerous to express yourself- be you a black, gay, a woman, a queer, a transgender or any other type of “deviation” from some mortal interpretation of what God wants of us.
How can a human being suffer from giving love to another? How can the physical expression of intimacy inhibit one from “the good life”? Why do those that are different in their opinions than me want to hurt me without ever meeting me?
I am disappointed with the progression of man- we massacre other humans because of difference of opinion.. For what? So that we may desperately cling onto some translator’s belief system that forbids us from loving thy neighbor?
We all hurt. And I think that most people are so focused on their own oppression that we fail to pay even a passing glimpse at the suffering of others. Once a sociological group feels they have been paid their respects, they selfishly accept their spoils and join the ranks of those who hurt them. It’s truly a sad thing to reflect upon.
Again, today is World AIDS Day. Today is a day to pay our respects to those who have been impacted by HIV/AIDS. Today is a day to pay tribute those who have fought for what I can only call Love. Today is a day for unity.. I hope it is.
So, as I sit here hacking away at my iPad and catching a frequent glimpse at the early morning sky, I can’t help but think of all of my older friends (I’m not calling you old, bitches) that have seen their friends fall by the wayside due to the virus that is predominately spread by love.
Anyways, I could go on for days about this, so I’m going to just shut my mouth for a bit and go back to bed.. But I want to say that YOU ALL FUCKING ROCK, you strong, brave-ass motherfuckers!
Love, peace and health to those affected by this disease.. We will rise above this.. I love you all. 
-Trent
It’s very touching and very deep…I was so so impressed with this post.
It is horrible that in modern world people are not allowed to be with who they wish to be with and that gay,bi or transgender people are not taken seriously at times.It really breaks my heart.
Also,I full-heartedly support your message towards those,affected by AIDS.
FUCK YEAH!
Very nicely written!
Baby, I wonder the same thing, why can’t we all just be happy. I don’t care who you love, as long as you’re happy, that’s the only thing that matters. When we were in New Orleans a couple of months ago, I saw, for the first time in my 45 years, guys holding hands, kissing each other in public without having to look over their shoulders to make sure they were not offending someone or worry about getting the shit beat out of them for showing their love for each other. All I have to say is that it was beautiful. And I want to be able to see it everywhere, not just a place like New Orleans.
Aw Trent, these are such deep thoughts, the words are so sincere and my heart is with everybody who is just wanting to love and be loved. Be brave people.
Love and thoughts to all those affected by the terrible disease of HIV and AIDS either past or present and lets hope the cure and an end to the disease is soon. xx
Trent,
I wanted to say thanks for all your words concerning those of with HIV and AIDS. As I approach 5 yrs being POZ, I realize how strong I can be, and how far I have come. I am always involved with studies though my Dr., in hopes to make it easier on people in the future who become infected. I lso say thanks to all the guys who have passed away and have made my life and treatment easier, esp my cousin. I think of him and miss him everyday.
Great blog Trent. I am a thriving 26 year poz man. Life is what you make it and and also teaches you to roll with the punches. No one gets out alive, so no matter what life hands you, live it to the hilt. Challenges develop our character and our mettle, see them as a growth cycle and move full force through them. Learn when to rest and when to take action. Let your actions define you and always act with courage and compassion. The brave souls who have passed from this virus have not died in vain, but as a reminder how precious life is, each moment is a treasure to be fully experienced. Thanks for giving your thoughts and heart to this, your sentiments are a welcome balm and a cool breeze. Thank you Trent
Love this article. Well written and deep. Keep it up Trent. Wavyu.